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일요일, 7월 31, 2005
Thinking
Did i sounded sad, as if my world was crashing down on me in the previous entry? Ok, maybe i did. Now pple probably think that im suffering from spilt personality disorder. Maybe i really am. Nah. Im sure everyone has their own mood swings n dog days occasionally. Right?

One more week left to official school term. Shld be rejoicing cos i finally can rid myself of working. Eh budden again it doesnt seem any better if u ask me. 从一个火坑跳进另一个火坑。Well, anything la. I am so nua now if u ask me to do anything i would probably accede to ur request (of cos save for asking me to work). Too lazy to argue with u also so might as well just agree. Hmm, abit no backbone hor. =p But my morale has really hit rock bottom for the moment. No momentum at all!! My fren wanted to help me kick start my momentum by erm kicking me. So nice of him..haha. Now im in the 'missing-my-frens' mode. Cos i think i hav not caught up with alot of pple for very long le. Anybody wanna jio me out?? Lol..i sound like a despo.

Hmm, kinda think that im really showing signs of an obsession with shopping. Am i a shopaholic after all? But when i look around my own room, it looks pretty ok to me..as in i dun even see piles n heaps of stuff lying around, like what a shopaholic's room ought to look like. So why do i still feel the euphoria n ecstasy in my blood whenever im allowed to go shopping?? Ok, i wouldnt say when im allowed; i shld say whenever i let myself indulge in sinful shopping. Lol. I dun even pamper myself with cheesecakes n chocolate brownies which i noe alot of gers like (like ry!), so i shall comfort myself by saying that i ought to shop more, so as to make up for the imbalance in my life. Heh, self comfort is always an assuring thing.

These few days had real weird dreams..hmm. But no more dreams of dying anymore..okok i know its sadistic (i din sae i wasnt a sadist) but its interesting to play dead mah. Obviously u cant do it in real life, thats wat dreams are for, arent they? My all time fave of 'dying' was one in which i dreamt i was being executed. Cant rem by who already but i know my mum was there n she din noe i was beheaded n she went to push me so i could feel my head sliding off my shoulders..hah super cool right? Hehz..


또 울어버렸다.. @ 9:49 PM